I spend 150 hours alone each week
Madeleine Waller
I spend 150 hours alone each week. This short film explores aging, memory, and connection in a rapidly changing world. Through still photographs, it follows my 90-year-old mother living alone in rural Australia, capturing the quiet rhythms of her daily life.
Separated by distance, I live in the UK, and her determination not to use modern technology, we navigate an emotional divide. Her home, built by my late father, stands as a powerful symbol of love, loss, and attachment, holding a lifetime of memories.
This work is a personal reflection on family aging and the resilience of a woman trying to remain connected in a world that is constantly moving forward.
Mantelpiece Stories
Madeleine Waller
Mantelpiece Stories, commissioned by Bolton Museum and Library, is a series of portraits and short films about six Bolton households. It explores the emotional attachment we have to the objects and possessions we choose to keep and display in our homes.
The films were run in conjunction with the Mass Observation 1937 Mantelpiece Reports, which asked volunteers to share what was on their mantelpieces. The resulting insights reveal how seemingly ordinary objects are rich with meaning — suggesting that we are, in many ways, what we live with.
Trying to Make Sense of Bereavement after Suicide
Madeleine Waller
Trying to Make Sense of Bereavement after Suicide is a collection of short films drawn from a Zoom conversation exploring the impact of suicide on those left behind.
Each year, more than 700,000 people die by suicide worldwide. In the UK, the figure is around 7,000, making it the leading cause of death for people aged 20–34 and for men under 50. The ripple effect is vast, with millions experiencing loss each year.
Despite this, suicide is often surrounded by silence, stigma and misunderstanding. In these films, contributors speak openly in the hope of offering comfort, connection and recognition to others navigating bereavement.
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makingfamiliescount.org.uk/bereaved-by-suicide